feelings can creep up just like that. i thought i was in control. // was topford & jiaerrs ✨

what's going on? 👀

faq

q: where can i find bigbang download links to ______? subs? vlive+ recordings?

a: i have moved all links to fybig-bang! all other links have been deleted for the time being.

q: may i use your recordings for subs?

a: yes you may, but please credit me before doing so.

q: what program do you use to record your vlives?

a: for live broadcasts, i use sharex only and record my screen. for replays, i use an android emulator + sharex. unfortunately, i can't publicly reveal how the person who set it up for me was able to get it to work. they're quite selective on who they want to share the info to, but you can try messaging @khoailang96 for more information.

q: how do you make your gifs so sharp and everything? sharpen settings + psds?

a: i use avisynth for my more high quality gifsets + ts files + just finding good psds on yeahps. tutorial on avisynth can be seen here. i don't use sharpen settings bc i just let avisynth do its thing tbh.

q: how can i find ts files?

a: you can find them at kpopexciting, kpop24hrs or 4sashi. you can also look up (performance/event date + group/show title/event name/etc. in korean + .ts) on twitter and 98% of the time, you're gonna find what you need. you can also look up torrent kim and see if they have torrents of it available.

q: what is your opinion about (insert controversial bigbang topic)?

a: i'm not gonna answer messages about bigbang on this blog anymore u.u i know it's nice and comforting to get validation from big bigbang blogs, but my mental health can no longer handle the amount of pressure that comes along with it. you can read my past replies here to get a sense of what i would say. please don't feel disillusioned or give up if you feel you're by yourself in your opinions. never be afraid to speak out! there's a lot of vips who feel the same way but are silent. stay strong!

q: are you still going to post bigbang after your retirement? do you still love them? love gd?

a: bigbang will always have their space on my blog. i still love them dearly and will support them. i will always call myself a vip first and foremost! i have no ill feelings towards vips as a collective for the past 4+ years of me contributing, and i want to remember the fandom in that way. honestly, nothing has changed other than the fact that i don't wanna say things as topford and be a contributor.

as for gd and the stans, i don't have much to say but i wish him all the best and i really hope the decent stans are alright. if you're one of the chill ones, you can always im me to vent your frustrations. if you're an ex-stan please message me bc we have to stay together.

q: i wanna do some of the things you do and/or get advice on how to speak out confidently about the issues in the vip fandom.

a: that's wonderful and thank you for taking the initiative! you can im/dm me about anything like where to find downloads or helping out. i don't mind sharing my resources to others and i highly encourage those who have the time and money to contribute. the fandom deserves nothing but the great things, so if you could help make it more positive and inclusive, i'm 100% here for it!

About

hey there! i’m katie, a 23 year old bi vietnamese american living in socal! i’m a journalism major at csuf. honestly, this blog is a hot mess, but basically i like kpop and i also like a bunch of artsy things and pop culture. it’s very much a personal blog, so if you’re here for one thing, i’m sorry! i go through a lot of different interests over time. i'm an admin for a few blogs and you can check them out here.

my ultimate group was bigbang, but now i'm more interested in bts, got7, and highlight (beast). i really adore gfriend, red velvet, exid, twice, snsd, winner, shinee, bts, infinite, exo, and many other groups. i’m a bigger girl group stan than a boy group stan, but i do enjoy both. here’s my list of biases and the events that i've been to!

if you want to talk to me personally and be friends, i’m a lot more comfortable if you follow me on twitter (@seungska) instead, or you can im me.

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sleazeburger:

Magic Beach Motel in Florida - by Vanessa Alvarado

lof-i:

INTRO: Serendipity as if it was playing from another room…

*use headphones

chopcorn:

Promise me 2019 will be better 

miracleessentialoils:
“How do you like your tea?
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miracleessentialoils:

How do you like your tea?

eggpuffs:

delivery hot pot at home + a very grumpy santa 🍲🐱🎄 wishing you all a wonderful day ! 

leaderirene:

(181225) irene - bad boy + rbb

cafe613:
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cafe613:

181206 - from Jungkook 

saturdaynightbigcocksalaryman:

Who else out here trying to ignore the fact that longtime romantic love just might never be a part of your life